16 Nov 2006 – 40 and positive

I did a HPT this morning and got a BFN unfortuantely. I was really hoping that this might be my month but hey – onwards and upwards.
I have set myself a lot of goals this month the first being a diet. I weigh 65.6 K nad want to get down to 63 for Xmas. which will be hard. I shall start going to the gym again on Monday which has been swept under the carpet these last two months to concentrate on ttc.
I’m not to sure as to whether carry on with OPK’s as I think I was becoming obsessed with it all to the point where I didn’t even enjoy bd!!! Instead of enojoying the moment I was thinking about fertilising the egg. Now you’re not going to make a baby like that are yoU?
So for my 3rd month I’m going to leave it up to the Gods. I do strongly believe that there is a reason for everything that sometimes we don’t find out why until a lot later so i’m going to let it go and get on with my prep’s for Crimbo.
Both of my brothers will be joining us for Xmas day, one with wife and kids so I’ve got a lot to think of.
I peeked on the Crimbo board yesterday and got some brilliant ideas for pressies and DP and I have decided that if by Jan I’m not yet PG we’ll book a nice super holiday to make up for our lost hols to Cuba earlier in the year. I’m thinking South America…
I’m off to Italy tomorrow, can’t wait to see my two adn I have an appointment with an Italian solicitor about my divorce. I would like to see that brought to an end soon so fingeres crossed that 2007 is our year.
Back on Monday xx
Oh, I took some photos of REgent Street adn hamley’s Xmas lights last night so enjoy – especially if you’re out of town



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