5+2 Boxing day
Happy Christmas everyone
I wake each day and worry as I feel sooo good – no symptons, bursting with energy, so ggod …there must be something wrong!
Now, midday, I feel dreadful and the nausea reminds me I am pg.
Kay – I gasve you a small gift in red ho ho ho paper – if the label said Wendy on it. Open it anyway. I watched her open her one (exactly the same gift) and it had Kay on it…porridge brain mari I’m afraid.
HOpe everyone had a great day adn speak properly soon
xxx

5 weeks!!!
Fantastic, at least we got one week of waiting over and done with, only another 35 to go!
It’s Christams Eve, we’re off to Stansted to pick up my two arriving form Italy in a bit. I can’t wait to see them. I shall be telling them but asking them to keep it to themselves for a while yet. I just don’t want people over there knowing my business yet.
I read in my book that baby is 1.5 mm – 2.5 mm now, he’s busy making a four chamber heart and building somites down his spine. So I had porridge with honey this morning, just had scrambled eggs for lunch and we have salmon for tea. Then we’re off to the George just like very year with friends and family.
We went to Dan and Kay’s party last night, I drove and had my non alcoholic wine (not bad tbh) but was yawning through the night.
Good party Kay! And you’re looking really good.
Sue Richards received the babydust I sent and left an FAO, I’m so pleased and wouldn’t it be fantastic if she got a BFP too? Please?
I’m going to enjoy the last few mins of peace on the sofa with DP before the family arrive so here’s wishing everyone on BW a wonderful Christmas
xxx

This is my DS who is now 18 taken in Oct – can’t wait to see them both on Sunday!!

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4+5 …getting there!
I have been having a lot of CM the past couple of days and of course it’s worrying. Every time I feel it it takes my breath away and I get a feeling of dread, but have to say so far so good.
I am also aware of my uterus as there is movement down there, a dull ache, sometimes I use my fingers to relieve the ache and it works, I just hope this is the uterus stretching or the placenta working it’s way in deeper.
I have also felt a mild ache in my lower back which is the area I usually associate with AF, so that is cause for worry as well (not doing very well here are we?)
So yes, I’m worried and on tenterhooks, Deep down I am convinced everything will be OK this time but you can’t help but wonder with all of these messages the body sends can you?
I have been posting on the T4AB board but not so much and I have started on the August 2007 board. Grania is our lady who keeps us in check and answers our worries, I feel the board is full of people but not quite connected yet, hopefully this will happen over the next month when we all start recognising each other.
We have already had some leave the board which saddens and worries everyone, I think we are all aware that mc is a threat and all praying it won’t happen to anyone.
This morning on my commuter coach, I had a little chat with ‘God’ and thanked him for giving me another chance, whilst I was at it I asked him to keep an eye on me and make sure we do the whole 40 weeks AND give birth to a healthy baby. You got to be careful and make sure he gets the whole idea, I’ve seen far too much upset on this site.
Below is a very racy photo of myself in me undies (brace yourselves), it’s more for me to see how I grow over the next 8 months, I took it on Saturday morning (after my shower) when we had just done the first test. I was so excited I didn’t think to put my clothes on but at least it’s a matching set of undies and quite proper too. I feel as if my belly has already grown since then – quite frightening as it’s not baby, it may have something to do with the Terry’s orange I unwrapped last night? :-)

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4+4 (248 to go)
I had the most amazing dream lathough it was the other night and I forgot to tell you about it. I was holding a little newborn boy who’s name was Dale.
I’ve never heard of that name either and remember mentioning that in my dream. So I had a look on Wikipedia and it exists! there aren’t that many but the name does exist. How fascinating. Not sure if I like the name yet though and doubt DP will be in favour as he likes usual names. But wow!
I have been having the odd twinge below every now and then, when I get them I panic and then they pass and I go abck to my happy state.
Not happy to have 3 pg books I went and got a new one at lunch time called ‘What to Expect when You’re Expecting.’ Looks good and I hope to find out even more than I do already – that will really freak me out!
I found something lovely form River Island for my daughter’s Xmas present adn that’s me just about done I believe. I have a small bit of food shopping to do tomrrow.
sorry the photo didn’t come up yesterday, I don’t understand why it won’t work fomr laptop at home. Here’s one of me and DD taken in Oct
Tract – so sorry AF got you, and I hope it happens in 2007 for you
K – I’m in the taxi driver club too now! We’ll be the only 2 having a decent conversation that makes sense over the festive period!

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